Justin

Greetings and Salutations
     So When I was I growing up there was this kid across the street, Justin Leavitt.... He was my childhood soulmate, if that is possible to have... We were always together until he moved away in the 4th grade so his dad could pursue some business venture in Saudi Arabia.... The next time I saw him again I was a senior in High school and he was living in Plantation Florida.....Saw him a few times when he was visiting family (my friend Colleen and I took road trip to Miami that year and I got to see him then too) then he disappeared again....The next time our paths crossed I was in college....Had a chance meeting with his sister at a gym called Lifequest in Columbia....I will never forget how it felt to be in Justin's presence....
     Anyway, this time he was living in Pleasanton, California...He was back home for awhile and we saw each other...We decided I was going to move out to California when I graduated from nursing school but for what ever reason, the last time he was headed back out to Cali after being home, he stopped by my mom's house and gave her a message to give me.... I can't come out to be with him, that he loved me, and that I was something good and he needed to protect me from him, so he wouldn't mess up my life....He never said goodbye to me directly....I never saw or heard from him again....that was around 1991/1992.....
     I have tried to look him up on Facebook and even googled his name...I can see him when I do the search and it lists his brother Dennis, sister Debbie, Mom Peggy...but I feel silly to take it any further to try and pay one of those sites to get his address...would make me feel like a stalker...LOL...He is out there somewhere and over all these years I have never forgotten about him....
     I wonder where he is and if he is happy...Is he married, does he have kids, etc....last night I had the most vivid dream about him...We met, talked, laughed, and felt so happy I finally found him again and didn't want to let him out of my sight.....I had that feeling again that I always did when I was with him....The very last thing I remember from my dream was the word Tennessee and the impression that is where he was living now...I haven't thought about him in several months...My dream was so strong I felt totally compelled to blog about it...Funny I had such a vivid dream, full of detail, and seemed like it lasted all night.....I hope one day our paths will cross again....

Tootles :)
Heather