Pool Tomorrow

Greetings and Salutations,
     Well, this week starts off as a mixed bag. I got coffee, lunches, and salads all ready for the week (check). I got uniforms all clean and ironed (check). Still need to make one more receipt so I will have dinners covered too (-1 demerit). I had all of the best intentions and then my sadness came out as anger and it got the best of me last night (oops). I got pissed at my alarm clock and tried to smash it into a million pieces. Instead I took a chunk out of my hardwood floor. I had a great cry and exhausted myself to sleep after blubbering on the phone to two of my friends until late into the night.
     So today my plan is sleep and try again tomorrow. I want to swim. I want to cook the other receipt so I will have dinners ready for rest of week. I had a good weekend before the meltdown and was very happy with what all I managed. Hell, after getting food poisoning last week, I kept feeling better, then sick again. Better then sick again. Saturday is when I finally felt what ever was lingering in my body to really be gone.
     So tomorrow the plan is straighten up some around the house and in the pool 0600 no later than 0630. Home then cook. I can do it- I can do it- I can do it. Here's to a stiff upper lip when what you really want to do is pull the curtains, close the door, turn the phone off, turn the fan on, and sleep. I have 4 days to redeem Monday. I can do it. Cheers!

Tootles :)
Heather